I can't believe it...
This weekend had been soOo awful, I haven't cried this much in forever...

My auntie had a stroke, in the center of her brain, she had to be sent to Witichita, so me, khamma, my cusin and her dad went to witchita with her. We didn't get back till monday night...

Each time we where at the hospital we cried out eyes out, just seeing her so helpless...
She had helped my mom take care of me since I was little, and I lover her very much, and as much as this hurted me... I can only imagen what it's like on my cusin Kim...

To be told that your mother only has a 5% chance of living... to be asked if she wished to pull the plug on her mom if she does survive, because she would be brain dead...

Oh my budda... please let a miracle happen!  She's to young...

oOo...
Today was going just fine till my last class... I had to talk to my counselor about taking my ACT to go to college next year, she congrats. me on doing great this year, and reminded me to keep it up, because I can't fail anymore classes, because of all the ditching I did my freshman and Jr. year.

I told me friends about it, thinking the'd laugh with me and say, "No worries, your gona make it outa here with us!"  I thought they would have faith in me..

But I was wrong, and that pissed me off so much... one of them said, in the rudest tone, "Aw... that's so sad your not gona graduate with us."
WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?
Friends don't say that to each other, I told her to have a little more confidence, and she just said she does have confidence... in herself...

I'm upset because of that, but mostly, because one of my cloest friend was agreeing with her and didn't stick up for me!

When ever they have problems I tell them it's okie, that things are going to work out just fine if they cofus on it, but when it comes to me, they think I'm adimaticly gona fail!

So I missed a week of school, it's not my fault I got sick! I told them so, but they just think I ditched.  Wow...friends who thinks the worst of me...

OH MY BUDDA! I'm writing something! Teehee, this little entry is very important! You know why? Because a very spechal girl is turning 18!

THAO!! Happy B-day baby! From your Bunny and Khamma! We miss you!

oOo and a very SAD shout out to my girl TA for leaving me... for her man... *cries*
Why you gota move 4 hours away?! forget him! I thought you said I was better in bed anyways!! (teehee j/k)

Wow it's been a long ...LoOong time since I wrote anything!
Teehee...lets see whats new...oOo this summer has been kind going slow...

My dear friend Thao moved to Atlanta...I miss her so much!! THAO I LOVE YOU BABY! TeeHee.

Sao and Nhi went to Vietnam over the summer, and all of us that are stuck there just do stooid thinga to keep ourseleves buisy.

We had a few BBQ's with waterbaloons and had a few ilegal fireworks fight. ((Roman candles hurt!! *cries*)) This forth of July is going to rock~!
Food, frieds, and fireworks! ^_^

HiYo~!

Love Life-Eh...

Home Life- Buissy... Our bills are going up and so are the weeds outside, Time to plant new grass.  We have a big freaking yard and a small lawn mower... 

School Life- It could be better, all my A's are turning into B's and C's, I should stop ditching...School's almost over, so I should work harder...

FriendShip- It seems that my only friend is my boyfriend.  All my friends are geting farther from me, its like I don't connect with them anymore.  Sure we talk and kid around like always... but the feeling of closer isn't there.  Maybe it's just me?  But I just feel... alone...

One of my friends... she just doesn't got my back, it seems she only want to make herself look good, and she's willing to diss me just to do it.  I care for her... but her aditude's just gota go.